FRIENDSHIP OR LOVE

SHE IS ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS....NO..SORRY....WAS....NOW SHE IS THE BEST OF MY BEST FRIENDS...ONE ON WHOM I CAN COMPLETELY RELY ON....SHE IS MY LOVE...DON'T THINK SHE IS MY GIRLFRIEND....I LOVE HER....

THE FIRST DAY WE MET...I STILL REMEMBER THAT DAY....OUR FRIENDSHIP STARTED WITH QUARREL....ASKING HER NAME WAS THE ONLY THING I DID.....BUT I AM GLAD THAT SHE STARTED PULLING MY LEGS....OTHERWISE OUR FRIENDSHIP WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN SO STRONG......HAHA...CAN U IMAGINE...SOMEONE PULLING MY LEGS...AND I AM GLAD.....

WHEN I FELT THAT I AM IN LOVE WITH HER I FACED ONE OF THE TOUGHEST PROBLEMS I HAVE EVER FACED IN MY LIFE.....U MUST BE THINKING WHAT'S THE PROBLEM IN LOVING A GIRL.....JUST GO AND PROPOSE HER....ACCEPTED......JUMP AND GIVE A PUNCH IN THE AIR OR SMILE AT UR FATE....REJECTED...COME BACK HOME...CRY FOR A FEW DAYS...THEN BACK TO THE NORMAL LIFE.....NAHHHHHHHH.....MY PROBLEM WAS NOT THE FEAR OF GETTING REJECTED....PROBLEM WAS THAT SHE WAS ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS.....THE QUESTION IN FRONT OF ME WAS...."FRIENDSHIP OR LOVE"???

NO TOSS....NO CALCULATION CAN HELP U OUT....NEITHER U HAVE THE OPTION OF LISTENING TO YOUR HEART OR BRAIN....BCOZ THE MATTER IS COMPLETELY CONTROLLED BY YOUR HEART....ULTIMATELY I TOOK THE DECISION.....

"FRIENDSHIP"

DON'T KNOW WHETHER I AM RIGHT OR WRONG...BUT STILL I DID IT....COZ SHE WANTED THAT....AND MY HAPPINESS IS COMPLETLEY DEPENDENT ON THE SWEET SMILE ON HER FACE.....IF SHE LOSES IT LOSING MY FRIENDSHIP THEN ITS BETTER THAT I SACRIFICE MY LOVE FOR HER SMILE.....

CAN I ASK YOU A QUESTION....PLS ANSWER ME....DO U THINK I AM WRONG ???IF YES THEN WHY???AND IF NO THEN WHY??

PAIN

EVERY MOMENT I LIVE
EVERY MOMENT I BREATHE
I CAN FEEL THE PAIN

DEEP IN MY HEART
I SEARCH FOR THE REASON
BUT TO FIND NOTHING EXCEPT DEAD EMOTIONS

IN MY SEARCH FOR A LITTLE BIT OF JOY
I DROWN IN THE OCEAN OF SORROWS
WITH NO WAY OUT

THERE IS NO PLACE FOR ME TO LIVE
NOWHERE TO RUN
NOWHERE TO GO

I MAY REMAIN AS A MEMORY IN UR MIND
BUT U AS A KILLER IN MY HEART

WHY KILLER?
YOU KILLED MY EMOTIONS
YOU MADE MY HEART DESERTED
A DESERT OF FRUSTATION AND SADNESS

I CAN'T LAUGH ANYMORE
NEITHER CAN I CRY
ONLY THING MY HEART SAYS NOW...
"GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE"

I DON'T EVEN WANT TO TAKE REVENGE
BECAUSE I STILL LOVE YOU

DON'T KNO HOW CAN SOMEONE LOVE OTHER
EVEN AFTER KNOWING SHE IS THE ONE WHO KILLED HIM

IS THIS THE REASON FOR WHICH WE FALL IN LOVE
TO LOVE AND SACRIFICE
NOT TO LIVE